You open up my notebook
Staring at all the silly quotes and lyrics...

Another day at the hospital
Her arm stitched up and her face dry from tears...

Saddness, as we drift
I'm at a lose for words...

A year to this day
How long did it take...

One brush stroke at a time
Different colors, black and white...

This is the end
I can see it coming...

One big beauty contest
In this life it's scary to be alive...

For all the strength needed to breathe
I have wasted it all on insanity...

The room starts to spin
My head pounds and pounds...

Mommy's bipolar, Daddy's insane
She's just as angry...

Little scar, little cuts
Dried up blood...

Heart break:
cold, shivering, tearful, breakable, numb, like...