Your screaming weakens my heart
Til its ready to fall and hit the floor...

I love the way you smile at me
And the way you say hello...

That urge so bad, so strong
To take that pain, and glide it down my arm...

Theyre all pretenders
Theyve never felt enough...

Will she ever feel okay
Or is she destined to forever gray...

The citadel that protected me
Has fallen in on top of me...

Nothing has changed
Your not listening to me...

This heavy head wont stay held high
Why should it...

I cant wipe the tears fast enough
Before they trickle down again...

And I knew it would all fall apart
Because I was going so strong...

I was moving ahead
But I looked back...

My wrists are still intact
My eyes are dry...