Im not the same as once before
Remember back when it never seemed like more...

Waking up, I feel the pressure
And I know today, is just another day...

Breathing faster with every last breath
I look around for refuge...

You looked at me through seducingly sweet eyes
Filled with lust and love, and whatever was still...

The same story everynight
Still trying to figure out this life...

Nightmares
Living, breathing...

Don't close your eyes
Danger lurks beneath the mind...

Why must your memories choke me so well?
You haunt me in my conscience mind...

The pressure is rising
My hearts still dividing...

The words exchanged beyond these doors
Aren't worth the disease...

What lies have you spread of this?
Cause now they're taking your side...

No more pain
I was being stupid...