Memories all stored away
While I fight the tears building up inside...

Im so weak
Im crumbling...

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Let you call me baby and hold me still...

Being away is killing me
I wanna know who were supposed to be...

No matter
What I say...

Im not proud
Of who I was...

It all builds up til I explode
She made me realize it was time to go...

I dont wanna grow older
Cuz then my past washes away...

Iâ??m tired of all the yelling
Why donâ??t you...

Am I living a secret life
They never know why I dont feel alright...

You seemed so strong, so together
But I guess it was only an act...

I dress in disquise from day to day
Nobody knows what I really wanna say...