You broke through the surface of me
Telling me little lies until I could breathe...

Sitting here, inside the window
Watching them smile and laugh...

My stomach drops down lower than ever
I lose all hope I was grabbing onto...

Beautiful dream
I can see it clearly...

Are you f u c k i n blind
Or just cold hearted...

On the inside looking out
Judged again...

Youre my father
Youre supposed to comfort me...

Your eyes, so dry and cold
But with just enough sparkle to make it feel like...

Every day gets harder, as I get weaker
I always wanna run away...

Sit down and think of what you really want
Don't trick yourself to ride along...

Dont wanna be reminded
Im running outta time...

I promised you no more but I broke that
I couldn't stay away from it...