I made a promise to myself
I wont let her down...

Dead inside
As always indifference will bleed me dry...

My head throbs in pain
Tears fall faster then rain...

Ashen cheeks rest on the wooden floor
Sinking into a murderous oblivion...

Up high in the white
Then following down into the blue...

Why did I wake up today?
I didnt get to see your face...

Remember when we used to live for the days we...
Lying underneath the cold, surface of the earth...

Open roads
Opened too far...

Let the angels come and take me away
Let them lock me up in hell and throw away the key...

The city lights shouldn't be allowed to shine
With your eyes so cloudy...

Both sides of the gun
With my hand on the trigger...

Watch me fall, itno the ground
While you stand there and smile...