And I waited all day for you to come online but when you did--we didn't talk "Why isn't he talking to me", I sat and wondered...Then I realized ((she)) was online. I'm always 2nd best

&& Just As I Decided To Accept The Fact That You Love Her
I walk straight into her...
She Glared At Me;
The Look In Her Eyes Was Screaming
(Hes Mine Not Yours)
I had to look away,
because I knew-- She Was Right

What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed Won't ever bring him back again?

Be aware that you'll never leave my mind
I'll forever wonder how you are
If you find the world to be unkind
Know a friend is never far

from my poem "Nothing Gold"

The best feeling in the world is knowing
someone is missing your smile.

I try not to cry Mommy says its okay
I know you dont like it when I cry Never wanted me to be sad I try daddy but it hurts Is it true youre not coming home Maybe some day I can visit you in Heaven okay?
--Heaven 911-
(makes me cry)

The only thing that's harder than
finding the man of your dreams
[ is losing him ]

And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

--you and me by lifehouse

& EVERY DAY SHE
looks in his profile
to see if it changed
but really, she knows
it is going to stay

We're over, we're through
No more me with you
We're done that's it
I didn't want this to end, not one bit

-from my new poem "we're over, we're through"..check it out!! haha