I lay on my bed and close my eyes,
I remember everything in detail...

It was just a hug!
Two seconds, maybe three...

When I close my eyes I see you,
I see you sitting next to me on this bed...

You were my first real kiss,
I remember the feeling well...

Why does it burn me?
Why does it consume...

Why do I still steal glances,
When you are in the room...

Lying in the darkness,
In emptiness despair...

Hints and signs I never could read,
Unless they're for someone else...

My eyes flutter open- wide they part
Due to the sudden pain in my heart...

I know you're going through so much pain,
And I know I'll never understand...

I've been sitting here for far too long,
Listening to the same old song...

Gazing longingly out the window,
Awaiting your return...