BLOOD TESTS,
CT-SCANS,MEDICATIONS...

Your Grey eyes pull me in,
your smile...

I lay alone watching the stars in the sky,
trying to make...

I dream of dieing,
flying through the stars...

MY FIRST BORN LIES WAITING FOR ME IN THE STARS,
ON THIS DAY I PRAY HE CAN HEAR EVERY WORD I SAY...

To you i gave myself,
everything that i am...

AS I SIT HERE WITH A TEAR ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK I...
I'M AFRAID OF WHAT LIE'S AHEAD BUT NOT SO AFRAID...

AM I UGLY?
WHY AM I NEVER THE ONE PEOPLE WANT...

Am i unlovable?
a question that a million people ask ever single...

Why did you promise to look after me when it was...
thinking of her when you were with me...

What is love,
how do you know when its real...

As i open my eyes all i see is darkness,
no light...