hey ummm dnt realli no wt 2 say... um i 15 nd cut ma wrists nd hv been anorexic b4. ummm yea i hd kinda stpd cutin 4 a while bt den ma parents took ma lighter of me nd yea nw i gt no way 2 relief pain so i gone bk 2 cutin until i get ma lighta bak... ma parents h8 it dt i cut bt dey dnt no bout half d shit i get up 2 nd yea dey fink i wz usin d lighta 2 light cigaretes nd shit bt yea dey preddy dum coz i cud actualli jus use ma frndz bt yea... o well... dis all jus starin 2 get a bit rambly... well has been most d tym bt o wellz haha l8rz |
You say im so beautiful,
you say i always will be...
I try hard
trying not to do it...
I lay upon a heavy black
Cloud, floating above you...
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok...
I hate my insecurity
I hate how i choose to be...
HoW CaN i MaKe u SmiLe WeN i CaNt EvEn MaKe MySeLf??? |
. . HoW CaN u F i X Me.. |
Just when you hit rock bottom, bang, an explossion, all the rocks are gone and your falling again |