You say im so beautiful,
you say i always will be...

I try hard
trying not to do it...

I lay upon a heavy black
Cloud, floating above you...

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok...

I hate my insecurity
I hate how i choose to be...

You know if you have a real true friend
Cuz they\'ll be with you till the end...

When I f i r s t saw you,
I was a f r a i d to meet you...

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line
at the shops & make all the girls jealous. I...

I can see her now
Dancing around her drink in hand...

Your in my heart, you are my soul,
when your with me, i am whole...

You carry on like its all fine,
but you are with her all the time...

I always wanted to write a poem.
But the words would never flow...