You say im so beautiful,
you say i always will be...
Standing alone
in my own flesh and bone...
I can see her now
Dancing around her drink in hand...
Those little signs
you do not get...
I hate my insecurity
I hate how i choose to be...
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok...
You carry on like its all fine,
but you are with her all the time...
I lay upon a heavy black
Cloud, floating above you...
I want a boy who would hold my hand in line
at the shops & make all the girls jealous. I...
I always wanted to write a poem.
But the words would never flow...
A locked door,
a rusty razor...
You know if you have a real true friend
Cuz they\'ll be with you till the end...