When nothing matters anymore,
When you have lost all hope...

Sick of this pain
sick of hurting again...

Why?
Why did you do it...

...tired eyes see nothing,
scarred hands lay still...

I no longer look into mirrors.
I have no longing to see my reflection...

...short of breath
she stops to rest...

I tried doing things the hard way
but the hard way beat me to the ground...

I don't really know what to write today.
I had the plans, but I threw them away...

"i hate you!"
she said...

Just shoot me
you traitor...

Through the leaves
of the whispering trees...

Life could be
so much easier...