I'm sorry for what you've gone through
But my dear friend, you are strong...

It's been a while now
And I said I'd make it through...

I'm trying not to love you
And I'm trying not to care...

You lived a very bad life
But then my nana adopted you...

I'll never go to that place again
It'll cause me too much pain...

I'm falling apart as I lay here
Staring at a picture of you...

You messed up my life big time
When you broke this heart of mine...

I thought I didn't need you
But you were always on my mind...

I'll get through this pain
And I won't give up right now...

I may have lost a lot in my life
Including the guy that I love...

I still have the dog you gave me for Christmas
And the teddy bear you got me on vacation...

I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses...