"Someone put me to sleep already, how long do I have to wait till someone does."

"Be greatful that im alive because when you see me today, you might not tomorrow."

What do they have that I don't?
Oh yea I forgot...
A happy life

"Your the reason im in this world and your the reason im leaving."

"You created me then destroyed me."

"If you seeing me dead will let you learn the hardest lesson in life, well be it."

What is it that im fighting for?
a good future? NO
a true friend? NO
death? YES

"No matter where I go, I will always feel alone in the world, even if I am beside everyone in the world because I won't fit in."

"Don't lie to me again, I had enough practice to tell its a lie."

I have been told to:
never give up
hang in there
live life to the fullest
by many people
but they have no clue how hard it is for me to last even a day