"Lies are what keep this world in peace."

I have been told to:
never give up
hang in there
live life to the fullest
by many people
but they have no clue how hard it is for me to last even a day

"Don't lie to me again, I had enough practice to tell its a lie."

"No matter where I go, I will always feel alone in the world, even if I am beside everyone in the world because I won't fit in."

What is it that im fighting for?
a good future? NO
a true friend? NO
death? YES

"If you seeing me dead will let you learn the hardest lesson in life, well be it."

"You created me then destroyed me."

"Your the reason im in this world and your the reason im leaving."

What do they have that I don't?
Oh yea I forgot...
A happy life

"Be greatful that im alive because when you see me today, you might not tomorrow."