I don't want to hear it..
that word freezes me in fear...

As i curl upon myself.. my vision blurs to...
the thoughts tumble and bombard...

1:30am
she's the only one there...

Rain brought more drama
like it wasnt enough before...

Through all the fire and pain..
when i call you're there...

I'm the middle..
The problem solver...

21st party tonight..
your bestie will be M.I.A...

Monster I am..
In trying to protect the ones i love...

I don't understand
we were so close...

Once again words fail me….
The pain inside has built up to a staggering level...

When do I get to smile?
where is my part of happiness...

It's been 3 years...
3 years since that word last appeared in our...