Fighting to be happy is not so easy right now...
all day long...I've reflected and questioned...

I want to hug you... and never let go
i want to kiss you so much...

Cancer the word destroyed my life many a time...
i see it in your eyes the way u move and i see the...

Its a lie every word.
love is nothing but a lie that we believe that...

Its is expected that i always help everyone else...
thats fine but what about when things get so bad...

The world is cruel to those who suffer.
when surrounded by friends i feel so alone...

How can i treat them so
why did they treat me the way they did...

I called for help for so long
i thought i was destined to die...

I was warned to stop cutting as it wouldn't solve...
i made my promise...

All the pain i put myself through
they're there. as soon as the saw the change in me...

I thought u were my friend
i trusted u...

This is madness
you're the only one on my mind...