There is a lot of pain and suffering in this world...
every painful situation will have a positive...

Never had i seen you like this...
what started out as a night of bowling between us...

The day is so warm
yet inside I'm ice...

Cry
shed a tear...or maybe ten...

No one understands...
no one possibly could anymore...

What purpose do i serve?
Who do i want to be...

I had you briefly...for a moment in time i had all...
things didn't work out i admit but i never stopped...

Thoughts of days long ago...still run through my...
only now do i see that there never was an us not...

Like a flash you were gone
never to be apart of my world anymore...

A knot in my stomach that reaches up to my chest...
a smile to fool the world...

This feeling...a longing for what i cannot reach...
increased is this feeling accompaniment to the...

Cold and dark within...matches the night...
forbidding tears to flow i cry within...