This is not what i wanted to be...
i didnt want to become like this...
I\'m here for u always and forever
by ur side i will be...
I thought i was more than nothing
mum today u made me feel like what i want isn't...
The waiting game has ended
and ur life along with it...
Our farewell dinner
the humiliation of the teachers...
The waiting game...
played with a life...
Flooding thoughts...
conflicting emotions...
Today...our final farewell
muck up day at last...
I see it in the way u walk
i see it in ur body language...
Although the sun shines and my spirit soars
i feel uneasy like somethings not right...
This is madness
you're the only one on my mind...
The alarm rings
its Monday morning...