What if on that night i hadn't walked away
knew he was drunk...

He was always there.... responded to every text
made me feel loved.... showed me so much...

A heavy heart hidden from the world
he doesn't reply anymore...

Cold and dark within...matches the night...
forbidding tears to flow i cry within...

Just living day to day...
lost in an ocean...

Never again will i be hurt...
by your words...

Thoughts of days long ago...still run through my...
only now do i see that there never was an us not...

What purpose do i serve?
Who do i want to be...

Cry
shed a tear...or maybe ten...

Miss my strength...wanna be a rock...
he broke those impenetrable walls...with words and...

Always?...forever?...together?...its all lies and...
its an arrow through the heart...one which you...

Drops of rain...upon my face...no...they're...
happiness?...no that cant be right...I'd have a...