Cancer the word destroyed my life many a time...
i see it in your eyes the way u move and i see the...

You promised that we would meet up and catch up...
i accepted that because you always back out at the...

Miss my strength...wanna be a rock...
he broke those impenetrable walls...with words and...

Another broken.. what disaster now..
first cancer...now kidney problems and more...

There was a time when you would've dropped just...
now I'm not worth 5 seconds...

U were there for me when i needed u most
when my friends turned away u were there...

Unable to breathe...
temporary pain reminding me i still live...

Why is it that i still love you....
you've caused so much pain...

Why do i care now that your talking...
you talk to her so much more in one day... than...

I thought i was a normal person
until my friends started treating me differently...

I've lost you.... its killing me deep inside
shattering me.... unable to keep going...

Why did u have to be different.
it was upon ur death that i lost my faith...