Why do i cry?
why can't i forget...

Why when i told u i liked u more than u knew did u...
i told u how i felt hoping u would feel the same...

First i was angry with myself...
i thought you'd started to hate me all of a...

As i curl upon myself.. my vision blurs to...
the thoughts tumble and bombard...

Its sad... that she must deal with what I did.
I remember it like it was yesterday with 5 years...

Hate myself for what i said.... as true as it...
In a moment i shattered.... my whole world...

I don't understand
we were so close...

Didn't know what to expect....
i kept pushing you away...

You were the one..
you were there...

In the beginning they believe it was...
You asked if the cancer could be...

Saw you for the first time in ages....
nervous as hell this time...

I still love you...but i know that its not as...
We were once together but it didn't work out all...