Lying here...comforting you as u go to pieces
while in private I'm shattering

I don't want to collapse in a heap for the world to See
to feel cold and o so alone...

from my poem falling apart for the world

The way you've acted towards me... you'll never understand anything in life. your worse than the guy before you..

from my poem why do u do this now??

Its lost
Its gone
Its broken
Its too late
Its everything but right...

from my poem gone..over

So here this girl sits... crying for no reason... ready to pull out another sharp thing and add to her collection.

**from one of my poems**

She's in a box... a sound proof room.... there's no one to hear her screaming

2 years gone.... she's at it again...all the loneliness and despair have grabbed her again

Just living day to day...lost in an ocean, trying to move on but remaining in the past.

Seeing your msn name talk about her after you've said such beautiful things to me... barely hours before...
just tears me apart even more than before

from my poem 'stop tearing me apart'

Fists blazing wildly...unaware of anything...blaring music matching my anger...
move from rocks to wood to chains...constant assault...no pain.

from my poem 'out of control'