Its being lost within the darkness willing to fight the unseen with horrible consequences

from my poem four seasons...

Love and friendship cause a lot more pain than one would like...but you have to be happy for him when he finally moves on again

When it came time to say goodnight never had i so strongly wanted to stay with you and just hold you for as long as i could.

from my poem story of the night

This morning you said you wanted to go away and die....it hurts me every time you say this...because i love you so much you're such a big part of my life.

Its just one of those days....that make me want to end it all.

Friends forever? how about never truly was?

Its a lie every word.
love is nothing but a lie that we believe that feeling that fools our senses.

love is pain...
pain caused by lies.

from my poem fooled by you...never loved at all

The ground falls away at my feet
the darkness engulfs me
falling into the abyss all because of you

from my poem the abyss

Continue to believe my i'm ok's and you might find that i fade away into a memory right in front of your eyes

Love what a fake painful experience...
emotions are toyed with and in the end nothing is left but pain and a broken heart so why care on valentines day the broken hearted are only reminded of their broken hearts