Not a tear is shed
not a memory lost
just pain inside

from my poem hurting on the inside

I've done what i said i wouldnt and now i suffer worse than before dont ask what i've done or where i did it just know that i did it in a time of despair

This tortured soul
damned for all eterntiy
bcuz of the life she was given
unable to give it up
she protects her friends
living with more pain that kills her a little more each day

Its just one of those days....that make me want to end it all.

This morning you said you wanted to go away and die....it hurts me every time you say this...because i love you so much you're such a big part of my life.

I don't want to collapse in a heap for the world to See
to feel cold and o so alone...

from my poem falling apart for the world

The way you've acted towards me... you'll never understand anything in life. your worse than the guy before you..

from my poem why do u do this now??

Its lost
Its gone
Its broken
Its too late
Its everything but right...

from my poem gone..over

So here this girl sits... crying for no reason... ready to pull out another sharp thing and add to her collection.

**from one of my poems**

She's in a box... a sound proof room.... there's no one to hear her screaming