love and hate
happiness and saddness
the brightness i once knew..
the darkness that now surrounds me

How do u handle a guy who is ur bf out of pity? u cry to ur urslf when u find out thats all u can do, there is no one but urself, how can u open ur heart to another

As u turned ur back on me u left two things:
1. a knife in my back
and
2. a hole in our friendship

no wonder i am the way i am

"The key to realizing a dream is to focus not on success butsignificance - and then even the small steps and little victories alongyour path will take on greater meaning."~Oprah Winfrey

A preserved moment in time
a photography or a memory
was she happy or fooling the world

Broken inside
ashamed of herself

be strong...be strong
she repeats.

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

she lies broken inside from what u have done

I'm sorry for being me

i wish i could be what u all want me to be
so then u wouldnt be so disappointed in me

Stop the pain. change the world.
pray that i will not die from the pain u caused

The ones i love the most.
are not the friends around
they are the angels whom are named my best friends

the select few that make me live. just to be embraced and remembered.

dedicated to my besties: brett, nadia, crystal and jon-anthony