Its a lie every word.
love is nothing but a lie that we believe that feeling that fools our senses.

love is pain...
pain caused by lies.

from my poem fooled by you...never loved at all

Friends forever? how about never truly was?

Its just one of those days....that make me want to end it all.

This morning you said you wanted to go away and die....it hurts me every time you say this...because i love you so much you're such a big part of my life.

When it came time to say goodnight never had i so strongly wanted to stay with you and just hold you for as long as i could.

from my poem story of the night

Love and friendship cause a lot more pain than one would like...but you have to be happy for him when he finally moves on again

Its being lost within the darkness willing to fight the unseen with horrible consequences

from my poem four seasons...

Fists blazing wildly...unaware of anything...blaring music matching my anger...
move from rocks to wood to chains...constant assault...no pain.

from my poem 'out of control'

Seeing your msn name talk about her after you've said such beautiful things to me... barely hours before...
just tears me apart even more than before

from my poem 'stop tearing me apart'

Just living day to day...lost in an ocean, trying to move on but remaining in the past.