2 years gone.... she's at it again...all the loneliness and despair have grabbed her again

She's in a box... a sound proof room.... there's no one to hear her screaming

So here this girl sits... crying for no reason... ready to pull out another sharp thing and add to her collection.

**from one of my poems**

Its lost
Its gone
Its broken
Its too late
Its everything but right...

from my poem gone..over

The way you've acted towards me... you'll never understand anything in life. your worse than the guy before you..

from my poem why do u do this now??

I don't want to collapse in a heap for the world to See
to feel cold and o so alone...

from my poem falling apart for the world

Lying here...comforting you as u go to pieces
while in private I'm shattering