Beginning with the condom rip,
Ending with a birth...

Run,
Come on...

Forever crawling in a maze,
Lost in a haze...

I wander through the rainy field,
Learning your strengths, and...

I run my own life and all my selfish desires;
I kick and scratch at my hopes and all is know...

I desire my death and all the spirits within,
I strike my fears and all is finished again...

The lust that comes with a crush,
Or the energy that flows through your veins...

Sunglasses hide tear stained cheeks,
Impressions in our hearts last for weeks...

When it strikes like a moving truck,
The pain lingers close...

Why?
Must it happen...

I'm just a girl, lying here in the dirt
Waiting for that special person...

All is still.
Not a sound...