I gave it to him,
the passion I never had...
You've taken from me
what I've never gotten...
He's living my life.
The one I always wanted...
But it's so easy,
And we've only just begun...
Anxiously I wait;
Doing crunches on the floor...
What does it feel like?
Not the pain, but the control...
If it doesn't come,
"Oh! Such a disappointment!"...
Evil is a sign!
Look forwad to the hatred...
I kept it heiiden.
It's too late to chase my dream...
It's what I wanted.
I knew I'd never get it...
What an emotion.
It's sad how I feel envy...
I'm losing control,
everything I want is gone...