i see you in my dreams
you haunt my mind by day
i will never forget you
we will meet again some day

(RIP Aunty Vicki x)

Step off a stone,
Into Lover's Leap.
Romance is dead,
But death is so sweet.

Living in a cloud of smoke
My lungs are black and raw
Shredding my skin where noone can see
I revel in how its so sore

Beauty really is just skin deep
Because underneath my face
Horrible and dwelling thoughts
Make my life a waste

My wings flutter slightly
I'm trying to cope
With my new found freedom
My new found hope

If love is leaving
Your mark, your touch;
I have been burnt
I ache so much

To remember you're gone: to bring me to tears,
To know that you're gone, and have been for years.
To know that you're there. And i am still here.

From 'to remember'

Pain never lessens. you just get used to it.

Wishing my life away,
im bleeding through and through.
why does nobody try to save me?
do they wish i am dead too?

Condemned girl, alone in the world