i see you in my dreams
you haunt my mind by day
i will never forget you
we will meet again some day

(RIP Aunty Vicki x)

Condemned girl, alone in the world

Wishing my life away,
im bleeding through and through.
why does nobody try to save me?
do they wish i am dead too?

Pain never lessens. you just get used to it.

To remember you're gone: to bring me to tears,
To know that you're gone, and have been for years.
To know that you're there. And i am still here.

From 'to remember'

If love is leaving
Your mark, your touch;
I have been burnt
I ache so much

My wings flutter slightly
I'm trying to cope
With my new found freedom
My new found hope

Beauty really is just skin deep
Because underneath my face
Horrible and dwelling thoughts
Make my life a waste

Living in a cloud of smoke
My lungs are black and raw
Shredding my skin where noone can see
I revel in how its so sore

Step off a stone,
Into Lover's Leap.
Romance is dead,
But death is so sweet.