We've been {going} out for a while (now) i have 1 question-do u love me- as much as i love you. By the beautiful things u say to me it seems as if u do..is it that ur scared to say it...cuz i know i am...

**i dont !!know!! if i can take this _pain_ you cause ~every~ time :we: talk on the phone...i love you but i [cant] go on with this**
u say your sorry (but) you keep doing /it\

I sit here and (think) ive said {SO} many lies ~ur~ too good for me i _dont_ deserve you..u deserve [someone] way better than me

I love you with **every** beat of ~my~ heart (no) words can explain how -much- i love you..but i can :no: [longer] take this...what kills me is (that) **I** have to be the one to {say} goodbye all =because= u keep 'hurting' me

I ~said~ the words I love ..you.. a very powerful (phrase)...that is why i **ask** myself why did i _have_ to say it...was it ::beacuse:: you told me too (or) because i -really- do love you???

I want to {know} how you feel for me [now] are u getting |tired| of me??? am i (annoying) you?? i really want to know.....~cuz~ thats :the: way i feel /about\ you**

After all the mean (things) we've done to !!each!! other i just have to say {thanks} for never leaving me ill always -love- you....ur the only one **whose** ever going to :understand:

Starting (today) im goin to wake up -every- morning and put on a ~fu**in~ fake smile on my god [da**] face... just to make you _think_ everythings :ok:

I thought (we) loved each other... but after i ~heard~ u tell [her] u didnt love me..._looks_ like your :the: only one /being\ loved**

We have (two) options in life [right] now---- ~either~ you change how **you** treat me or i get up -and- leave....looks like you {would} rather have me _leave_