How did it end up like this?
It started off with a comment...

I've been blessed,
like never before...

I'm jealous of her,
but I shouldn't be...

Thanks for going to prom with me,
i had the best time i could possibly have had...

I wish i could be the girl
that you say is so amazing...

I don't believe the words you speak to me,
all cause I cannot trust you...

I'm sitting at lunch,
surrounded by food...

I never had anyone feel for me like the way you...
and I feel like a part of me has grown inside of...

I may look happy on the outside,
but I'm ripped apart on the inside...

I'm suffocating.
i cant breath...

I'm just not good enough for her,
she loves me...

You feel so bad for doing this,
Guilty for hurting me...