What a nice little lie "you dont hurt the...
it hurts me, everytime i see her face...

For this past while ive enjoyed breaking my flesh...
here i am again forceing myself, haveing nothing...

My tears fall on bloodied razor blades tonight as...
marks on my flesh from the anger she's made...

You said it was, you said we were, you made me...

The call cut short just like her lovers spine, a...
come on mister american man, take a break for a...

Now youll heed
lest you be fake...

Who knew he had the right way out, who figured a...
a blast for decades to last, a phantom on the...

Mind/body
I need a good long break from this...

I need a good long break from this
ive got my veins in a bind and im pleased by their...

Borderline masochistic
I'm pushing sadistic...

This love doth burn like the breath i give it, no...
stop, wait, love...

I never said i was proud of my faults, its not...
i couldve sworn to my sanity that this was what...