My thoughts of you are red.
Not the flare of passion or tender hues of...
I told them if I lose him too, I will die
Because these are the threads that bind me whole...
"Why do you hate me
when I love you more than anyone?"...
"I don't want to see you miss the chance to...
and I hear the mistakes she's made in a cracking...
Cigarette buds in a glass tray,
disintegrated with the years...
If diction had pictures,
yours would be the face of caution...
There you were,
Inanimate...
A vision of glowing coal in a dying fire,
embers scintillating...
I stayed awake to see the first sun rise without...
how else would I be sure another day existed...
In a world sinister and bleak,
Loneliness finds me contemplating...
Falling, I can hardly
reason with my heart...
What am I.
Fat. Pig. Dog. Slob. Disgusting animal...