I say we never loved each other
As true as love can be...

I look up
And see your smile...

The murmur of a Minnesota man remains,
In grieving hearts filled with pain...

One stroke down his back
One tear down my cheek...

Depression, anger, sadness, fears,
Sick and twisted, hopeless tears...

Pain it tears inside me
As I remember your sweet face...

This Christmas season
A blur are the lights...

Blue Jay, Blue Jay
Why'd you visit me...

I lay there,
One long, difficult day...

The soft swipe of his finger
Across my rosy cheek...

Couldn't admit to myself
Feelings that were true...

Light and all deceives me
Smiles come so slight...