You said you would love me until my dying days
But will you love me when you see what is behind...

As I sleep
Memories creep...

You remember that night
When we had that fight...

Dont be fooled by the music in my ears
or the smile upon my face...

I know i cant change this
but i need something more...

My smile used to hide the pain
But now my smile slowly fades away...

Locking myself in my room
Now what should I do...

Silent crying
Bloody wrists...

Blooded wrists
And failing hands...

You said you loved me
and that you would never leave...