Your lies are suffocating me

Nothing can change the things that you said

My hair may of changed along with my clothes
But it cant hide the depression

Orignally written 31-3-2008

Am I not worth it?
Just because I am not perfect like her?

Written 1-4-2008

I'll fake this smile for you
I'll live in false pretense for you
Just for you to feel safe at night

Originally written 23-5-2008

There's no once upon a time
There's no perfect timing
There's no happy ending

Originally written on 1-6-2008

My sweetest dream
Is the one of my perfect suicide
Can dreams become a reality?

Originally written 5-6-2008

I never seem to find
Time for the ones I love
But always have
Time for the tears

6-6-2008

You're always there when I don't want you
But now I do, I know you wont be there

12-6-2008

I'm wishing myself out of this nightmare
Into your arms

12-6-2008