What do you do when the only person who can stop your crying is the one that made you cry....

They say that the eyes are the windows into the soul
So why when you look into my eyes can’t you see all the pain that I hide?

Im going to smile like theres nothing wrong
Talk like everything is perfect
Act like this is a dream
And pretend its not hurting me

Blondes may have more fun but as least brunette's remeber it the day after!

Lol just jokes

Why do i try to kill myself
when your already doing it for me

I force a smile, a laugh
A cover for the sad and depressed me
Because no one believes
The pain i have felt

Im the girl who will make you smile even when i cant myself

Its amazing how much make up and fakes smiles can cover up.....

They look and see me wrists
They order me to stop
But what they dont realize is
That suppressing my feelings
Is what put the blood on my wrists

Sorry mum im not ur pretty gurl dressed in pink
who is all smiles and laughter
sorry mum im ur ugly daughter dressed in black
only silence, no smiles only tears
~SORRY MUM IM UR UGLY NIGHTMARE~