Smile and laughter practised to perfection
but my eyes give away the sorrow that is inside

With the blood flowing down my wrists
you're too late to start caring

I learnt how to stop the tears from flowing
But not to stop the blood from pouring

Every tear tells a story i cannot

Im slipping off the edge into the abyss

Why do i get back up when im only going to fall back down again

Pouring my crimson regret onto the floor
I cant feel the pain anymore

Living this lie
Every breath, every word
Forever tainted

Wanting more
Wanting that something
That would make this lie of pretense worth it

Im just another thing you will never understand