Everytime something goes wrong you look to me
Yes dad im your perfect mistake

My eyes and tears tell the story i can not

I thought i had a friend but really all i had was a bunch of lies yet to be told

How am i suppose to trust others when i cant even trust myself

This cut on my wrist is just a ripple in the ocean of my pain

I bleed a bit more every day
because of the words you were screaming at me

Sorry i cant hide this pain any longer
sorry i cant be a fake

Words leave marks
not only on skin
but upon peoples hearts

Im hiding behind this smile
praying that you wont see the real me

Why bother opening your heart when in the end you know that it is going to be shattered forever into a million pieces