Paste on a smile,
swallow the bile...
God, I feel like dying,
for now I'll settle for crying...
Look at me and tell me what you see.
Do you see a girl in love with the world...
I want to feel you
touch your skin...
I cried myself to sleep last night,
rocked myself so it would be alright...
No one understands,
I'm alone inside...
Suicide, Suicide calling your name.
Suicide, Suicide an end to all shame...
Everything I do is a cry for your attention,
every little feeling is beyond my comprehension...
I feel a scream building up inside of me.
Starting from my gut, moving up...slowly, with...
Everyone has a fear
no matter how big or small...
I love you so, my other half,
your the one that makes me laugh...
Dreams
fall from my grasp...