I have to deal with so much,
But the good thing is i can talk to you and smile...
Your doing it again,
Your going to turn both daughters against you...
I talk to my stomach,
trying to convince myself it will be ok...
Nothing is more overpowering,
Than the love of a mother and baby...
I feel trapped in my own body
I feel like a prisoner in this state...
I can't hold the hurt inside,
I can't deal with the past...
I thought i was in love,
And for that i feel ashamed...
Sometimes i wonder,
Who i am...
Look at me daddy,
See how much i have grown...
My dreams are only visions
my hopes are only desirer's...
Everything is gone,
Her family...
Have you ever sat there and wondered if you were...
Truth is we are not...