Help me understand,
you have changed so much...
Everything is gone,
Her family...
I have to deal with so much,
But the good thing is i can talk to you and smile...
I can't hold the hurt inside,
I can't deal with the past...
I feel trapped in my own body
I feel like a prisoner in this state...
This is all i wanted
You thought me 2 go with my heart...
I'm trying so hard to open up,
I know i love you...
I saw the devil last night
In a dream...
I thought i was in love,
And for that i feel ashamed...
Why do i feel so hurt?
i was the one who said its over...
Its amazing how i see your name pop up,
And i wanna pop out of my seat...
Look at me daddy,
See how much i have grown...