I just cant help this feeling.
I feel like i don't belong anywhere.
No-one wants to no me.
I push the people around me away so much they've given up on me.

&& Why am i even wasting my thoughts hoping your thinking of me when i no that i'm the last thing on your mind..

And i long for you to say the words i wish to hear..

What am i to you? Am i just a toy you like to play around with or do i actually mean something to you?

Wishing you were here..

Waiting everyday just for a simple text or a phone call that will let me no that you are thinking of me too..

&& I'm hoping for something that i no will never happen..

To be forgotten is far more worse than death..

I guess i'd have to face the truth one day...you never cared about me

&& now all i want to do is go to sleep and never wake up!!