I love you but then again i hate you..does that make sense?

&& you stab me in the back and think you can get away with it?! think again!

Whats the point in me trying if i no i'm going to fail anyway?!

Whats the point in even talking behind my back just say it to my face, i'm only going to find out anyway!!!

&& you call me fat and then ask me why i aint eating!

You constantly remind me everyday of how much a failure i am, so why don't i do us both a favor and just leave this life now..

And it feels like no-ones here to save me now

And once again i'm on my own,
no-one's there and no-one cares

So cut my wrists
and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight.

I just cant help this feeling.
I feel like i don't belong anywhere.
No-one wants to no me.
I push the people around me away so much they've given up on me.