Knowing that i cant even enjoy a day because i will never get you back just makes tomorrow even more sorrowful..

I have had ups and i have had downs but i have never been this down

Everyday i learn how much you mean to me and how much i miss you and wondering why i was soo stupid to let you go..

I cant pretend anymore. so i'm just gonna say it. i may not be "in love" with you yet but your the most important thing in my life right now and i need you..

I cant chose between you or my friends because if it comes down to that then i choose them..because they would never make me do that.

I've come to realize no matter what i do to give you the world, she will always come first..

Problem: Life itself

Solution: Leaving it behind

Running away..
always dreamin..
staying quiet..
...is getting me no where...

I'm done picking up the pieces.. now its your turn...

Your were my first boyfriend
my first kiss
my first time every being comfortable around someone i like/love

you were also the first guy to break my heart multiple times..