*You have to feel pain to feel happiness...
The greater the pain, the greater the happiness.*

I loved you long ago but I have stopped now but for some reason you just can't seem to let go of the past... you just keep reminding me of how I felt but why? What reason could you possibly have?

I love being your friend. We have a great friendship and I would never want to ruin that... but why couldn't we just try to be more for at least a little bit?

*&& now you tell me that it was all my fault for my heart break... could you be more cruel?

I have a tendency to make myself believe I'm in love with people I'm not just because I enjoy the thought of loving someone... though it was always fake. I really think this time will be different.

The one time I think I'm actually okay... it turns out I was just lying to myself to try and forget about you

I have finally realised what most will never understand. Just live life, don't worry about anything, don't be afraid because sooner or later, everything, will come to an end and you'll be sorry you let something so small control your life.

One day you'll wake up and realize just how much everything in life means to you, it'll change your whole perspective on life. And for once, you'll just smile for no reason.

Going through life is like running through the mud, sometimes you get stuck but you just have to remember to pull through and keep pushing.

All I ever wanted was to be loved by you
& now that I know it'll never happen
What am I supposed to do?